People talk about hitting bottom, things like that. For me, I don't think it was a bottom moment like that, I love speed / goof balls and meth. I was turning tricks to support myself and my habit. I was in a motel room near a railroad switch yard, and met up with a few vagabonds. Had fun, lots of drugs, came back to my room, drinking, using, just a fun party. I wake up the next day with a guy doing me and a few others in the room drinking. One of the guys was recording what was going on. For a few hours, I was up, moving, doing anything a guy or guys wanted. He even showed me slamming. I hate needles and rarely slammed, but there I was. idk know for sure I was roofied, but I have no memory or the night, but lots of guys came in and had fun. Seeing that vid was my moment,

tl:dr - SA, roofies, drug use.