I guess I had to get this off my chest bcuz I don't wang to tell family it was fetty if it wasn't and make my brother look bad. He lives in an apartment by my mom and I was at her place and his gf ran out and said he wasn't breathing, no pulse when I got there I hit him with 2 things of narcam I did chest compressions until the ambulance got their 15 min later and they started pumping meds to his heart after the defibs didn't work. They didn't get a pulse told us there was nothing they cld do hes dead and then the guy medic said they got a slight one now and they loaded him up to take him 2 Dayton Oh. I fear this gave my mother false hope and he will be brain dead I used to do dope with him years ago and had literally brought him back 4 or 5 times myself before. He was doing really good and then doc took him off his nerve meds and I don't know if it was fetty bcuz the narcan not working. Fuck guys im fucked up, I think my big brother just died hes 40 my mom has been an angel thru me and his sobriety, and she can't go thru this. I respect a religions if yall cld say a prayer it wld mean a lot 🙏