Yeah I know she's in this subreddit yeah im aware I think she even knows my name but I gotta vent so get over it. We literally make fun of these gay situations because it's so easy to solve like just communicate but somehow I forgot how🙃 I feel like my insecurities are ruining my relationship. I am in this weird depression stage where I need validation or I'm going to lose my mind. I always do this thing where if I sense any ounce of hesitation or if I feel like I'm not wanted I will leave. I always feel like everyone hates me and now even though she has never given me a reason I feel like she hates me. And I don't want her to hate me. I already hate me. I'm doing this to myself really so I wouldn't be surprised if she just left. Everyone leaves. But I know she's not that person. We just need to talk.