I know it sounds crazy, but I’m at a loss. (26F)

Women aren’t going out to the lesbian bars as much. If I miss lesbian night in my city it’s because it’s exam weekend (in grad school) then that is just a missed opportunity. I am on lesbian tikTok and like every every every every girl is in a relationship and i’m like ¿???

Tinder is complete garbage nowadays. Half the women are in the bicurious/ bisexual looking for a MFF threesome.

Sadly, i’m not into masc women so that’s a reject swipe. And for the women left, Either they aren’t attracted to me or vice versa. It’s like this for other apps too, I’m having trouble matching with women who I am ATTRACTED to. Maybe I am not my type’s type? idk

Bumble Hinge and Her isn’t successful either.

I dream of starting a family with my wife, getting married overseas and conceiving (inseminating) our children as we travel the world. I have also accepted being an single mom with a nanny. One of my mentors is a single mom with a nanny and she said it worked out quite well for her. Many of the doctors I work with also have nannies so, my dreams of working FT and being a single mom are actually feasible!

I’m willing to sincerely sacrifice time away from myself and school and build a relationship. I’m not in the best city that has extensive lesbian bars, i’m thinking of even doing residency in a city with a (more) significant LGBT population.

what’re your thoughts?