I'm feeling lonely again not that I wasn't lonely before, but I'm just feeling it more now. I went to the bar and talked to some people and it was alright for the most part, but I just wanted a connection most of all.

I do have a friend that I hangout with and talk to and a girlfriend, but that doesn't really stop me for being lonely. I just want to have more close friendships specifically with other queer femmes.

This feeling went away, but it's returned I just have the strong desire for intimate but not sexual or romantic friendship if that makes sense.

I don't know it's embarrassing I guess I'm just lonely and don't want to feel that way.