If she wasn’t straight. We went hot tubbing last night just us and had some wine it was just a chill night nothing too crazy we had invited other people but they all flaked so it was just her and i. we were a few drinks in when we just got to talking about deep stuff and she said to me that we were soulmates and that we would already be married with our 2 little bulldog pups (how effing cute!) if she wasn’t a “stupid hetero” ha her words not mine. But guys omg i have never been so mixed with emotions. On one hand i can finally stop wondering if it’s just me? or does she feel the same way about all this. But then the fact it will never be a reality in the first place. I think i can stop harbouring over the what if’s now though and move forward with my life which is a good thing i guess. meh straight girls suck

edit: i don’t think my post came off correctly but i am indeed not entertaining any of these statements or fantasies and i was more so just venting and getting it out and off my mind haha