Most of the older women i see are so attractive (30 and up). I end up meeting someone older and start crushing on them hard, I know that it's never gonna work out in the end though because they'll immediately let me know that the age gap is too big. It's strange because a part of me knows that it'd be odd for an older woman to be romantic with me, like are you genuinely interested or are you just trying to take advantage? but the other part wants me to take a chance and see what it's like to be with someone that has lived through such a different lifetime, to be with someone that's already settled into their life and knows what they want without all the extra confusion. I'm not purely attracted to someone older, i've dated around my age but i'd be lying if i said i didn't think about older women. I'm 20 btw.