I (24) just went to a lesbian night at this bar for like 40 minutes and I was the only person alone (like not in a group or duo) and one of like five POC out of about 50 white people. I got so anxious I had to leave. Ugh. And it sucks cause the one person I want to invite was so abusive to me but they’re still on my mind so much. I think it also made me anxious knowing there’s a high chance that they’d be there at the bar tonight and I don’t want to see them ever again so I’m just heading home.

(I’m just venting; please don’t suggest that I bring friends next time because my friend group is small and not nearby which makes it hurt a bit more)