like the title is no joke, i’m truly a loser lesbian down LMAOO. i’m 19f and recently came out as lesbian late last year. I believe u miss every shot you don’t take so i take em, and lord i plan to stop that soon!

First time wasn’t bad, talked for two months with the promise of a relationship until she found someone else and ended it. Cool. Second time ended with her in love with her ex. Also cool. Third time ended with getting ghosted. Yea cool but damn that was da kicker. Luckily I got supportive friends and family i can always fall back on, but lord it’s crazy. it makes my life feel like a comedy movie in some way, but i never take it too deeply, just laugh about it and move on.

Ik it’s gonna get better and i’ll find my person and all that jazz, but i’ve also accepted that if that doesn’t happen, i won’t blame myself for trying you know? life goes on and all day jazz

edit: i know im young and i know it all gets better, i just get dramatic at times and wanted to rant but i appreciate everyone’s words and i know rejection is part of life and accept it when it happens! just like to complain at times tbh 😭😭