This is mainly just me venting, but advice/constructive opinions are also welcome!

Since November 19 I've (25) been talking to and getting serious with a girl (24). I won't go into detail in how I met her, it's not very consequential or anything dramatic, but we basically met on twitter and realized we lived close and so we met up. We stopped talking for a couple years after the first meet up but we reconnected in November as I said and have been talking nonstop and basically dating. We see each other often and it's been really nice, we have romantic moments, and our first kiss(es) were last night. We had a more serious talk about where things are going 2 nights ago and talked about intimacy, and we were definitely on the same page. I am autistic and it's hard to read situations but we clarified that we are on the same page...

Today she dropped me, saying she actually isn't ready, she had feelings for me the first month but the past couple weeks she's been "forcing herself" to be with me. We've been going slow and steady and she lovebombed me the entire time, she also tried hard to get me out of my shell. I don't know if I ended up just being too much for her or if she really just wasn't ready after all, but I am so hurt and confused by this random switch up. This morning when I took her home she kissed me and hugged me goodbye, texted me she wishes we'd kissed more and hours later she's telling me she doesn't actually have feelings for me. I'm just so sad honestly. I thought this was going to be a real thing, nobody really pursues me. I just wanted to vent honestly, thank u to whoever actually reads all of this and responds.