I'm trans woman who is still boymoding the fact that i have some few trans women as friends or just get to know them and never had before or even after my transition any cis women as friends! Regarding my relationships i had one lesbian relationship with other trans woman and it was the best love i have ever had but she just left me! i even wrote poems regarding an event about that relationship! Maybe i can share if it is allowed here i think you might like it.

But... I'm in boymode the idea of me approaching another woman is terrifying me I can't do it simply because i don't look like a woman although I'm on hrt and have some feminine features but I really fear women might get it wrong! online A lot of people went off because i look male i understand that and I don't know how to do anything regarding that currently or feeling if i can be accepted temporarily the way I'm for now! My sexuality was more into men as I'm pansexual went to more into women currently after terrible experiences with men in general but I'm still open about it but meh! Sorry but I'm not really feeling comfortable about me being in a lesbian relationship but i would like that. Can i?