My girlfriend broke up with me last night after us dating for 1.5 months. She said the romantic element of our relationship wasn’t growing and she thought we should end things. I’ve seen a bunch of posts on here about how your first wlw relationship will destroy you no matter how short it was. I’m obviously sad but not destroyed even though I was very attached to her. Instead I feel this dull pain in my chest that won’t go away and I feel very nauseous. I’m going to miss her a lot but I didn’t even cry when she broke up with me. My last 3 long term relationships with men left me wrecked. I guess I don’t know how to deal with this kind of pain as I’ve never experienced it before.