Today I (20f) broke it up with my i guess, now ex (25f) Its a really long story..

About a week ago, I found her lying. I didnt know for sure if she cheated or not and I accused her of cheating because she keeps hiding her phone, but I found the evidence of her lies. It was a pretty big lie, she owes someone money and she scammed her and now shes in trouble. She kept denying it and she kept telling me that it was not her, but I found out that was a lie too. I then broke up with her.

Then, after that, she gets a really bad panic disorder. Panic attacks everyday, voices in her head, passing out too. Then at the same day she got diagnosed with breast cancer. I know she didnt lie because Ive seen her panic attacks and just passing out in front of me while we were sitting/cuddling. It was fucking scary.

Well today, I asked to see her phone. In 10 months with her I have never forced her to let me see her phone, but after the lying incident she herself told me that im now free to check her phone. Well, today she didnt want to. So I left and broke up with her. I cant believe she choose a damn phone over me

I dont know what to think or feel, Ive blocked her. But her panic disorder and cancer, and everything thats been going on.. Id be lying if i said im not worried. I just hope she makes it home today, but I wouldnt know, Ive blocked her. It all just feels fucking insane