I’m getting tired of finding unsure/manipulative/cheating women, I want someone I can grow with have a life with, someone to see a future with, someone to come home tooo… I’m honestly ready to give up and stay single, I’ve had two failed engagements, had a couple month or so relationships that didn’t go anywhere and I’m so drained and I don’t know if I have anything left to give, maybe it’s just a vent right now but finding a woman that even wants a future is hard… I love spending special days (Christmas/birthdays/valentines etc) with my S/O when I do have one, I love getting flowers/gifts when I do think of them while out or for those special occasions, idk maybe I’m setting my sights to high… and it’s very slim pickings in the dating pool where I am, only ones left are my exs, my vent is over…