For some context, I (20f) have found a wonderful friend in one of my co-workers (24F). She's the most genuine and radiant person I've ever met, and I feel that having her in my life is such a blessing.

I'm bisexual, as is she. She's currently taken by a really sweet fella, and I couldn't be happier for her. This is her last week at our place of employment before she starts a new job.

It's one step closer to her dream, and I'm so proud of her. Our other friends are happy for her, but sad to see her go. I've already had a few times alone and with friends where I'll just break down crying about how much I'll miss her.

That's when it hit me that I admire her as more than a friend, hence why I've been so emotional. The timing kinda sucks, and when I look back on the past few months, I wonder how I didn't realise it sooner.

She's one of my closest friends and in a happy relationship, so I don't intend to tell her; I cherish our friendship too much and I respect her relationship with her partner. I wouldn't want to come between either.

I guess I just wanted to vent about how much I'll miss her and how much she means to me. Thankfully, we'll still hang out outside of our jobs, but I'll miss not seeing her in my day to day routine. But even with my little hurricane of feelings within me, I really wish her all the best. If anybody were to deserve having all their dreams come true, it'd be her. :)