It was 5am, I was excited to go to work because work = money, & money = being able to go visit her in a few weeks. I opened up Snapchat & the first thing I noticed was the little ‘x’ next her name (an indicator that you’re no longer friends).

I was so confused, so I opened up Reddit to message her (my idiot self thinking maybe she un-added me on accident). Nope, I’m blocked on Reddit too. Let’s just say it was a horrible way to start my day. I’m torn between messaging her on a throwaway & asking why?? We were planning to see each other (or so I thought).

Her last message to me was: “goodnight babe, sleep well.”, so it wasn’t like there was any indicators of her not enjoying our conversations or whatever. I’m just hurt & I don’t even want to continue “online” dating. Why can’t people act their age & just communicate if/why they aren’t interested?

I just wanted to rant to someone, so if you got this far - thanks for reading.

• sincerely, a hurt lesbo ☹️

Edit: and now her account is deleted.