Hi all, so a few years ago (2021) I had to de transition due to being jailed for 6 months. When I came out of jail I was homeless for a week or so until my parents let me move back in with them. I'm really struggling with not feeling comfortable being myself around my family, and I guess I just needed to vent. I want to transition again, just go for a more androgynous look and feel more comfortable in my own skin. I have bipolar 1, which was the reason I was jailed. Had a psychotic episode, and now I'm on probation until march of next year. I guess I'm just looking for some support, I'm honestly quite depressed over my situation and have had crying spells nearly every day for the past two weeks. Literally tearing up writing this lol. I lost pretty much all of my friends except for one and I just don't know how to talk to people anymore, and I feel as if I lost my identity. I find it so hard to be open and honest with people in my life about my emotions, partly because I'm an absolute wreck emotionally and just spew sadness when I talk. Anyways thank you to anyone who read this.