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I find breasts/boobs gross and disturbing and i dont know how to get past it. I have been feeling that way everrsince i basically learned they were a thing. As a detrans woman its hard to find something disgusting that is so highly associated with women and i get called sexist or a fake woman for it
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i really dont wanna offend anyone with this so if ur just gonna get offended and attack me and call me sexist then leave. and before anyone asks no i dont have any trauma or sexual issues related to breasts. i just find them gross and it repulses me. i think it just has to do with the fact that most breasts are mostly made of fat, so hence, it disgusts me, because fat disgusts me too. breasts that have little to NO fat (like mine) do not disgust me.

is this a symptom of dysphoria or likely not? when i was a trans man for 2 years i always thought it was a dysphoria thing but that doesnt actually make too much sense, since its mainly other ppls breasts i foundn gross, not mine. i find mine a tiny bit gross but not as gross as others because basically all it is on mine is mammary tissue, theres little to no fat.

i dont know how to get over my disgust for boobs. as a trans man it wasnt a problem but as a detrans woman who is trying to accept stereotyptically feminine stuff and change the way i view the world, it concerns me that i find a natural healthy part of female anatomy to be disgusting.

edit- adding this in. i have zero sexual trauma. ppl always think everything, from me identifying as a trans man, to my hatred for fat is to blame for trauma. i get it, most women do experience some kind of trauma to a degree. but blaming everything on trauma is just a cop-out. not everyone has trauma

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