I’m tired of my family. I love them to death but I’m so fucking tired. I do so much for them and get so little back. I clean the entire kitchen, feed the (7) dogs, change the cat box, help do Walmart orders and other stuff I can’t think of. I have to cook my own food because my family won’t eat what I can eat (I have a lot of food allergies but they are easy to avoid), won’t help me make my food but will eat the food I can have. I’m also expected to learn how to drive (without them making time to teach me), watch the dogs, finish high school (without the proper help), help run a scout troop, clean both the guest bathroom and the bathroom I share with my sibling, work, clean my room and deal with my mental and physical health. I’m expected to do all this with a smile as well. I’m fucking tired of it. I just want to be treated better. For my 20th birthday and 7 years clean from self harm we didn’t do anything cause we couldn’t afford it yet my sibling got a new laptop and an expensive video game. I’m slowly reaching my breaking point. For fucks sake the dogs are treated better than me. I am less of a favorite than the fucking pets. I’m expected to handle all this responsibility with grace and a great attitude. My dad loves to gaslight me and make horrible jokes. I want to be loved. I’m so tired and so exhausted o want a break but I can’t get one unless I’m super fucking sick and even then it’s not restful cause I feel guilty about not helping my family out. Idk what to do. Im stuck here til I can drive and get a job and I’m loosing my mind.