I was asleep last night listening to reddit podcasts ( i need to hear something to sleep) and all of the sudden my father woke me up screaming about how I'm making up and internalising this stories, so basically descreditng my mothers abuse.

He is a drinker and kept yelling he will send me back to my mother, he keeps trying to control what i wear, listen, watch, eat.

He also complained that I ask for to much stuff, I ask him to pick up my meds sometimes, amd asked for boots for my birthday bc i didnt have any for the rain. I'm currently unemployed and trying to heal my bpd which keeps me from javing a job for to long....

Am I being abused all over again?