Why your youngest child, dad? Why the one who loved you the most and never left your side? Why would you put me through this? I was your little girl, I was your youngest daughter, your youngest child out of five. Why would you throw me away like dirt? Why did you steal my money, why did you steal my collections? Why would you do this? I just loved and loved and loved you all my life and I have to learn the hard way not to?! I have to learn by all my tears, I had to learn by my suicidal attempts. I had other psych patients show me more love than you ever did!! I have to resort to filling this empty space in my heart. Letting people hurt me, Spending and spending, Gambling away everything, SH. I can’t trust anyone. Anymore. Thanks Dad.

Love, Your Lynnie - Dee-Dee