There were shooting incidents, i found drugs, barbecued my brothers meth that was on the grill when making lunch(a steak😝) police came, idk or care enough to remember much more than a big cloud of smoke. Many shootings took place. 4 or 5 my arm and shoulder blade were dislocated and my spine disfugured when relocating,,,and i was drown at the same time. I remember pushing a kid in a pool, somebody pushed me in before, seemed harmless, but there was a big asian water monitor in the pool. Idk y, someone was buying it or giving it to somebody? 3-4 then. Trying to get help was impossible. "Long beach coke party" i threw a pillowcase in the ocean off the docks and white bags floated up. Somebody retrieved them, drug deal or bust idk. I was 12-13. Shot a guy on a bike with a crossbow, shot near my mom with an sks from mexico, 13 maybe, ricochet mayve struck someone. And much more, I cant count the bodies, i havent a clear memory of all the incidents, i think a kid was pushed out of a small plane in the air. A car seat with a baby in fell out of a car, i think in traffic he/she mayve lived, but maybe later, shot, and prior to bitten in the head by a dog 😢 my dad handed me his .45 so i shot his car, (well i shot the ground under his car, and it ricocheted and broke down bcuz i hit the engine or something) when he was dropping me off somewhere, at a classmates home in h.s. i gave the gun right back, and i shot his wife,l w/his .22 deringer, accident, she lived and gd thing bcuz im non violent, i dont/didnt intend to kill/murder.