I hate to be so negative, but it seems like nothing is ever going to get better. I had hope at 1st but now it seems like the whole world has given up on trying to stop the spread. I feel like I’m either gonna have to sacrifice myself or live the rest of my life cut off from society. It’s so lonely. I’m only 24, so no one else in my age group even cares. They all tell me I’m crazy person. I know I’m not but it still wears me down. I’m not sure if I want to keep going. It seems very pointless because nothing is getting better and everything is getting worse. I really hope things turn around this year but I’m not holding my breath. Sorry if this is too negative. I can’t really post this anywhere else because everyone will berate me.