I know I’m being dramatic but y’all are the only people that can empathize and won’t roll your eyes at the difficulty finding clothes.

I was went to the mall to try find a dress for a nice restaurant for my mums birthday and couldn’t find a singular dress that fit in the six stores I tried. I didn’t know we were going to go out when I packed (I love 3 hours away from her and came for the week) and thought 4 hours would be plenty of time to find something in a WHOLE MALL. Well I couldn’t and now I’m going out to a nice $40 an entree esque restaurant in drawstring corduroy pants and hoping they’ll let them slide since they’re not within the dress code but the nicest thing I brought with me.

It’s my mums birthday so I’m trying to pretend I’m not upset but I’ve been working my butt off trying to gain weight and have gained a couple pounds over the last month but it’s so hard and painful with my medical condition. I just want to be able to feel pretty and walk into a store and know I can find something but it feels so impossible between the ever increasing vanity sizing and medical issues.