Raised my dose 150->300mg this winter after my dad died and i had to keep focused at work. It kinda shuts down my emotions so when we went camping last weekwend i didn't take it for 3 days.

I was kinda unmotivated but fine, and the point was to relax anyway. Didn't do much besides camping related tasks and 2h hiking per day. That was sun - mon- tue. Was off work wed, then working thursday and friday I took bupropion again, it was really hard to focus but I slept poorly for unrelated reasons.

Starting, I guess mostly yestersay evening (friday) I became super tired and unmotivated and irritable. Figured it was the lack of sleep. Last night I slept not 8h but almost, and I'm even more unmotivated and irritable. Fuck everything, fuck the dog pissing on the carpet again, fuck people, feel like dropping my shit job, fuck this game, fuck my muscle inflammations I can't even work out, started wailing at my inflamed muscle in frustration until it felt sore from it. My poor partner just woke up to an angry guy who wants nothing to do with this sunny saturday.

Was confused as to what was the issue but I'm starting to think it was the bupropion levels. Just... why didn't I feel like this monday then? Did it take days for the levels to drop and my blood level isn't fixed from restarting thursday, yet?