I’m so glad that I decided to give medication a chance and try Wellbutrin one more time. I got taken off of it because they thought I was “manic” on it just because I was happy. I then tried some mood stabilizers that made me sleep all day and antipsychotics that made me an emotionless husk. I kept arguing that I didn’t have bipolar at all even if I had some similarities. My new psych nurse really listened to me and my struggles with every medication I’ve tried so far minus the Wellbutrin, Prazosin, and buspar. I knew the first week and a half was the honeymoon phase, but I told her if it’s making me feel this great in the beginning I think it’ll help long term! So far it’s doing what it’s supposed to. I’m not dwelling on negative things or emotions for days at a time and my executive dysfunction is a bit better, though I still struggle some now that the honeymoon phase is over. My psych nurse believes I have major depression (which I already knew) and ADHD, not bipolar. She said that’s why the Wellbutrin is helping me not feel so overwhelmed by messes or tasks because it can help ADHD symptoms! I finally feel ready to enter a romantic relationship or two thanks to this medication and therapy. It feels like I’m fully myself at all times for once. I’m tearing up just from writing this. So thankful my county is helping me to afford help!