I love when guys can read my insecurities and will give me their honest opinion. I'm a girl with a complex about not being as hot as I used to be.
I've been putting on a ton of weight thanks to COVID and I'm in a dead relationship but I also secretly love it. Light degradation gets me off more than my boyfriend, so despite how shitty I feel over the situation, I've actually grown to enjoy it, especially when people degrade me by pointing out the obvious truth over and over and over. I get most of my sexual highs from people indulging my kinks, and they're the highlight of my day.
If you wanna know how legitimately tubby my boyfriend's eating habits have made me you might have to coax it out while I blush. But considering how pinpoint accurate some men are I'm sure you know exactly how big I've gotten, swallowing up milkshake after milkshake.
My best experience on here have been guys who've given me a complete run down of my life up until 30 better than I could, right down to the weight I'd put on and where it would sit. But I'm sure you know that.
If things keep going like this where do you think I'll be by 30? What do I see, how do I look, how do I feel? What do I see in my reflection? How much heavier am I gonna get? What would you say to me?