I don't get it. I didn't use to be fat, I also didn't use to feel sexy. I literally did not look in the mirror and have anything nice to think about myself until I got fat. Once I got big, I fell in love with how I looked. I feel sexy, I LOVE the fact every step I take sends jiggles rippling through all my new rolls and fat deposits.

And yet... Whenever somebody says something counter to this and derogatory to my new body... It makes me shake. Whenever somebody says I've "gotten too fat" it send tingles down my spine. When they say I've lost control and need to put down the fork I'm moaning.

I just love it when I'm told how disgusting and horrible my body changes are and how much of an unattractive fat blob I am now.

I don't get the psychology behind it... But under some circumstances I prefer insults almost as much as I do compliments.