I, 22M, became friends with a sorority girl at uni over the better part of a year. At first I didn't read much into the friendship. We would hang out and catch each other up and I was perfectly fine with this relationship.

However last semester our relationship really changed. I should mention that she is a beautiful girl, I mean the kind of beauty where she'd look hot at any weight. She just happens to be on the chubbier side. Which has its own appeals, she's a sorority girl so she always wear crop tops and low rise jeans that really show off her cute underbelly. She's definitely not afraid to show midriff or her bellybutton piercing. Personally I'm attracted to all sorts of body types and I've always thought she was attractive, I just had no real desires to act on with her. Anyway last semester was the first time we started going to parties together so getting drunk with her was a new experience. One night she became very touchy and got close to me for most of the night and I reciprocated these touchy actions. That night initiated our first sexual experience together and over the course of the semester we would hangout and cuddle and engage in other sexual activities.

I find myself conflicted though, as much as I am attracted to her, I can't help but feel like we shouldn't be doing anything sexual together. She and I are both on the same page about how we are just friends and neither of us are looking to date one another. The sex really conflicts me though because I think I'd prefer to keep things platonic with her, I believe that its better for the friendship because I don't want to see her as an option for sex and a friend. I think just friends would be perfectly fine. But the other part of me is really attracted to her and whenever I see her in her cute revealing outfits I find myself back at square one lol. I myself am a pretty hedonistic person, so I've learned to practice self control regarding sexual desire. It's not severe or anything I just prefer separating which relationships are sexual and which aren't and this is a tricky line to walk with a friend like her