I'm 22. Dropped out of school and have a measly job. Very boring normal life , pretty minor bills. My whole life I've wanted to tour around the world playing music . I don't care about being rich ( at least right now). I was in a band and there were some very proficient members but they're constantly drinking , constantly late and it's obvious they don't take it as seriously as me. I've had a few solo songs I wrote for myself and even attempted singing on. They're terrible . I'm really goddamn amateur. But I've always wanted to just drive in my car and play shitty gigs around the country. Should I still do it? Is it going to be a giant waste of time and money ? I can't stress enough that I'm terrible at it .