Ever since I remember I have been poor, broke and struggling. I never managed to get out of poverty. Everything being so expensive especially housing has got me so deep into depression, I thinking of seeking counseling for someone to help convince me it is still worth living. I never wanted to resort to commiting crimes or selling my soul for things like "only fans" but I've tried numerous ideas for side hustles and they all failed. Miserablly. Eveyone else around me either had their fortune passed down and never worked a day in their life or somehow got lucky meeting the right people and started a business that took off. I try with any start up funds and fail. I'm tired of it. I can barely afford rent anymore and hungry all the time. I'm more hungry to get out of poverty living but I can't make it happen. Tried day trading. Lost money. Tried drop shipping. Lost money. Youtube channel. Failed. Uber and Door Dash isn't enough even on top of a job that isn't paying enough. I'm so done I'm just thinking of selling my soul at this point. Either I have to figure out a scheme/scam to get money or sell my SO underware online (which I do not want to get into that industry). I don't know what else to do but sit and wait to die.