My husband and I have been talking about entering the lifestyle. We are in our early fourties and have been together for over 20 years. I have only been with him and he is amazing in all aspects of our relationship. We have a very fulfilled sex life with that said I want to take it to that next level and of course so does he. We have had many fantasies of hotwifing and even had a guy play in the same room with us but have never had any physical contact. We both really love the idea of going further. So I started read some articles on sharing/swapping. Some say it strengthens your relationship and some say it's bad. Some even say it messes up your love hormones towards your husband. What I am worried about is how I will feel about him after me being with other men/women. Advice from other women is really what I am after here. Thanks so much