Idk if this is allowed here. I also don’t know if you are here on this sub. And idk if it’s the right flair to use.

Hi. Normally I would just let this pass and treat it as somewhat a failed landian, one of those conversations that is buried deep down memory. But this one is different. Maybe on my end and not yours. I was drawn, I was led on. I don’t blame you because I have enjoyed most part of it. From sharing childhood stories, to random questions with each other, to NSFW topic, and the calls that went beyond the night and ended by the morning when one of us was awake. Remember when you randomly texted one day saying “what if I let myself fall in love with you?”, as someone who was so excited to pour some love to others, I’d respond with, “yes, why not, fall with me”, instead, I said, whenever you are ready.

I can’t judge but after sensing, I know life has been hard for you for the past months. Is it risky to say, I wanna be part and help you with whatever you are going through? I was more than willing to risk it with you, idk why, it’s just my heart told me so. Sino ba naman ako para di sundin ang puso? We both know it ended, the convo, everything. But for me it didn’t. It might have ended but in my heart, it’s just the beginning. Or you really wanted to end it, do you?

When you’re fine, know that I am waiting. You still have my contact. Just don’t be late as I might choose myself again this time, for real. Alam mong madali akong kausap.

All the best 😘