EDIT: Thank you so much everyone for your support! It really helped a lot to get your different perspectives. You are amazing and I'm so happy people like you exist... hugs

I've been dating her for 8 months now and I could never shake off the feeling of not deserving her.

She's beautiful and I'm not at all and I seem unable to get over it. It's my first time dating a traditionally good looking person.

Sometimes it upsets me that she cannot relate to any of my feelings of insecurity in terms of appearance... she's so confident and charming!

All her friends are really attractive and I feel uneasy when hanging out with them, so I try to avoid it. But I often wonder what they think of me.

I am normally not insecure about my appearance as at work I'm surrounded by conventionally not-so-attractive people just like me and I appreciate them a lot for their other qualities...

Just when I'm with her I feel like she's a goddess from another universe and I'm a goblin and she is still with me just because I'm her first romantic experience (she's a late blooming lesbian who had never been with a guy) but soon the infatuation will fade out and she'll realise she deserves someone better.

I don't know how to solve this...