Hi, Im 19yo and I came out as bisexual when I was 13. I never had a hard time coming to terms with being queer and Ive actually always been very comfortable and happy with it. However I have never had any experiences with women, only men, because I grew up in a very small conservative town where I was the only queer person. In all my relationships with men I always felt like it was something that I didnt really like, and I sometimes thought of my relationships as insignificant simply because they were with a man. I always thought I didnt want to end up with a man and it had to be a woman instead. The thought of being with a woman always made me way happier than the thought of being with a man. Everytime I have liked a woman it has been way more intense than when I have "liked" men,and I always found it very easy to get over a man but not a woman I liked. I find it very hard to commit to men but I think Id be an amazing partner in relationships with women. I feel like the only reason I dated men was because there were no women around and I just settled. Im also not interested in heterosexual media and only care about lgbtq books/movies. I havent really been all that attracted to any of the men I dated and Im starting to think it was just attachment. Thinking of being intimate with men sometimes disgusts me but I never feel like that when it comes to women. Could this be internalized biphobia or am I just a lesbian that has experienced comphet?