Hello there,

Hopefully you are doing okay. :) Life ain't easy right?

I am playing a song called Paradise on repeat while thinking about this post. It's not deliberate but I just heard it and like it. I only heard it twice before today (through finding a new artist I like). And I bet you don't know this song. I'll play it if we meet and... I think you get it. ;)

Ahem, literally billions of people have been doing naughty things and still are doing it. So yeah, I would like to feel a bit like a normal guy for once, or twice... or...

Honestly I am more interested how doing naughty stuff will be mentally instead of physically. So I don't mind what you want and not want to do with me, as long as it is something. :)

I am so curious what it will do with my mind... being naughty with you... I'll faint but don't worry: you don't need to call a doctor. You can gently kiss the frog and it will become a prince! Or slap me hard in my face if you don't want to kiss a frog. It's okay.

An example of things I would like to do with you/my interests: walking through the city together, doing some window shopping (e.g. clothing or Christmas), visiting a museum, cooking together (or let me cook for you), ice skating, listening to music, reading together, or... just some talking and being naughty.

I think I am a good listener and curious to hear about your life and interests. And we can also do different things if you have something in mind.

I am well-educated, tall and fit but I am not a fitness guy (rather an endurance guy, weighing 70 kg). I have wide shoulders though so I wear XL clothing. This also means that I think we match if you wear anything between XS and XL. ;)

The last book I read is about the various reasons why women might not get children, whether they want children or not. The author, a woman who didn't get children herself, gave a supportive message to these women. I found the book by accident and thought: why not? It was interesting to read others' perspectives. And I feel really sorry for those who are not so fortunate . :(

I wanted to share this with you because it is still on my mind that I read this book. Everyone has thought about whether to get children or not. And so it's especially heart braking when people cannot make their dream come true.

Further, why am I posting here? Start the roller coaster sir!

I had a dysfunctional father when I was a little kid. He was a werewolf, not joking. To give an example: my mom would sometimes scream in our house. "Run W.! Run fast and lock the doors!"

And I knew what she meant when she screamed that. She had trained me what to do, which is locking myself inside the main hallway and staying there whatsoever. So I heard that werewolf running after me, slamming on the door and trying to open it with force. Meanwhile my mom would escape the house. And after some time she would knock on the front door, telling me it is safe to let her in. Luckily, one day she said "step in the car" and we never went back to that horror house.

I was too young to understand the situation but it did some damage to me.

Getting bullied was also... oof.

The above two facts is why I never have been interested in love. And since I am 34 now I don't see how that will ever change. I don't know. I am wiser than when I was 15 but my thoughts re love never changed.

I will celebrate the third (third yes) day of Christmas with friends and their partners at my home. It is something we do since we were 13 y/o. Of course you are also invited if we still vibe. :) But if you 'only' want to give me a one-night/day stand then count me in lol! :D

See my other post called "All I want for Christmas, is youuuuuu" for a few photos.

Thank you for reading and best wishes to you!