Add another to the list hated entities the VA and The Air Force leadership. I read my claim letter I got a cool 9 but that's not what makes me angry and further more depressive now.

PTSD how it was explained to me was it did not have to be combat related. I shared my most deep feelings to some pissant psycho therapist stranger who I didn't want to but my vso said I "should" gave me a nudge and said it would be good for me..... fuck the va reading that letter like my shit didn't fucking matter. I delt with fucking racism , physical and mental abuse from my supervisor which were all buried deep by leadership. Further fucking more you fucking VA cunts there was no proof? Ya it was kinda hard to stay with my therapist when your therapist was your fucking Flight cheifs wife and when I fucking knew that half the shit I was saying got back to my flight cheif I why cause all of sudden the bullying and racism stopped the fucking shoving. Being Dearmed because they said someone came forward saying I want to punch my commander in the face. Weird I found that I only said that to my therapist who I now no longer fucking trust no one this is why my fucking wife is divorcing me cause i pretty much closed my self buried my head. Every day I look over my fucking shoulder just making sure these fucking aren't out to get me in civilian life. They probably will these are heartless fucks. It's lot easier to process fighting enemy gun and hand point shoot. The worse enemy is your own literally fucking you 20 ways to Sunday. And laugh while your down and out.

Thank you VA for making feelings much more worse.