I’m generally not very insecure over people not liking me because people have always disliked me. It’s just been like that. But it just kinda sucked to learn I’ve actively never been invited or even told about the work parties, and worse yet I found out from a colleague who’s only worked with us for 4 months. She got invited, even though everyone bitches about her behind her back, but I didn’t? They all complain about eachother tbh and they all get invited but me? Nope. Not even told about it 3 years in. Idk it stings more than I want to admit. I’m trying to get over it but I’m trying to get over a lot of unfortunate things like this and much worse too, it gets harder to accept these things when they keep piling on.

That’s all. Thanks.