I can’t take it anymore, I recently had a lecture from my mom which turned into her trying to guilt trip me into revealing what I am by her talking abt my dad whom I f*ckin hate because I’m lying abt stuff to protect my own safety and mental health, and this is the same argument that she called my things “trans crap” she doesn’t even know what I’ve been dealing with and how I’m trying to express myself and make myself feel happier in my own body and she has the gall to call my tucking tape pantie hoes and me a “drag queen” and also how my therapist is only a third party used to help with my anger and bc I’m not relaying anything to her she thinks it doesn’t help, and she’s threatened to take me out of it even tho it’s the only person that I feel safe talking abt my problems with and it feels like she only likes my sister and not me because of her mood swings and ughhhhh I feel like crying myself to sleep