I am someone who always struggle with mood and mental health. Usually I confide to my mom about anything. It changed when she found out i was gay. For years the situation slightly became better to the point where our interaction has been the same as before.

However, last month, I noticed that she is nagging more constantly and the one trigger that embedded in me is that she told me on one instance that "I wish you would use your brain from time to time". That really affected me and from then on, I do not want to talk to her or tell her anything about my life anymore, I stay silent but still being "obedient" by doing all the chores in the house or things needed help on without retaliation. It's just that no more other conversation and I would just avoid interactions.

I do not intend to shift the burden of all my vents to my current partner so I am trying to compartmentalize it on my own. I guess it doesn't help that I am now in work from home setup which makes me more vulnerable and more chances to having interactions with her.

Perhaps I can get advice on how I can deal with the feeling of alone inside my own house. Will probably seek my psychiatrist again soon.