So I’ve been romantically involved with a person for a little while and ultimately we hit rocky waters which is understandable but she went away for a month for training idk what went on on the trip in full detail but I know she came back on different energy with me now I’ve been left before and now what I mean by leave is when the other person has fully taken back their feelings toward me and affection it doesn’t just happen .

So I expressed that say like I have a 6th sense about it , my starts getting tense and what not and I can’t shake the idea so for about two weeks I’ve been asking the person what’s up what’s up like why the sudden change and I was told it was work and this and that but . . .

On another note I had access to the main social media she uses and I was able to find where all the affection and energy went and I’m not going to lie on the surface I’m okay but under I am shattered and I wanna throw up I also wanna be impulsive and find some way to let her know I know but I’m fighting against that urge because clearly there wasn’t enough respect for me to just let me know .

I have the pictures of the whole convo but it’s cool ya know thanks for listening if you do