I don’t think I’m going to be able to make it until next Sunday, my life is just falling apart and after I learned how quick being ran over by a tram can be I remembered I know where a train track is, isolated but still used. It’s been hurting to resist going to it. I just wanna go down there wait for a train to speed towards me and just one step and my pain goes away. I’ve been told I’m not enough I get the piss taken out of me all the time, even the person I trusted most in the world I can’t trust anymore because her boyfriend goes through her phone and hates me. Someone told me she lets him and laughs reading back when she was helping me apparently but I don’t know whether to believe it. I just want the pain to end. I’m sorry lil bro but it’s decided.