Every time I like a girl or have a crush on a girl, they either have a boyfriend or “don’t see me that way” when I ask them out and say they don’t want anything with me. Idk I get super depressed that I’m almost 21 and I’ve only ever had a few hookups, never an actual relationship or a real girlfriend. It gets to me a lot sometimes even when I try to be strong, seeing everyone my age have boyfriends and girlfriends and I don’t have anyone to watch movies or tv with and cuddle with or spend time with. Not having anyone hasn’t gotten to me in a while but lately it’s been eating me up since I recently got a job at the mall and everyone that comes into our store is a couple. Makes me sad that I don’t have anyone to go to the mall with and hold hands :/