I have disabilities. I work a service dog. I've left my trade of being a chef and bartender to do things that allow my dog to be with me. I also have a lot of hands on experience in the dog world from breeding to training to working to creating human grade treats, cakes, and food toppers. All of these things are disclosed early on. There is no surprise.

The amount of interviews I have been to in the last 3 months where the interviewing manager just compliments me constantly and tells me how I will definitely be receiving a call back just to find out that I was passed up on has been way too many. Literally every single one.

Like, if you aren't completely fucking sure, you shouldn't assure someone that they should wait for your phone call and even worse, you shouldn't fucking dodge call backs and messages inquiring about it. Like, at least own up to your word and call to say it wasn't a match, you fuckin cowards.

I'm working so hard on getting disability. I've been working on it for years and the process is such bullshit. I'm tired. I'm tired of not having any money. I'm tired of spending the little money I have on gas to drive to these interviews who go in knowing about this shit, lie straight to my fucking face, and then fuck off like its okay. I'm tired of how long it takes me to get ready and to go to one of these and how it takes a day to recover. I am TIRED.