I honestly don’t know what to type, I just feel so alone, and I’m tired of talking to air. I have a decent career (I own a daycare center), but that’s the only thing I really have going for myself. I’m out of shape, and hate how I let my body go. I fucked up my credit when I was young, on top of student loan debt, so my finances are fucked. I can’t seem to stick to a plan I make to save my life, and honestly don’t really feel like I even care about myself to much, because I don’t feel like I’m much to care about (hell I even ran away from the therapist I was seeing). And don’t get me started on my love life, because thank God SW exist, or I wouldn’t get any form of female attention. It’s really said when you are so starved for attention, you knowingly let people scam you, just because they are decent conversation. Even my mom only calls me when she needs something (just like everyone else in my life). And I know it’s probably mostly me, but god it’s depressing constantly trying to figure out what wrong with me. I guess one day it’ll be already, but I really wish I didn’t feel like this everyday.