I get that people are afraid of hurting people but let me tell you letting the other go on like everything is fine is so much fucking worse, because at some point shits going to crash down in them and it's going to be a million times worse, like I'm on the fucking brink man, tell me sooner rather than later that I was doing something that hurt you, jesus fucking christ. I know you "don't wanna be mean and make others feel bad", but holy hell it's so much worse when your just vibing at 3 in the fucking morning and everything crashes down on you like it's the end of the world, I'm tettering on the brink right now and honestly I don't know if I can fuckign handle it. Like i fuck everything up but nobody tells me I find out just in a good mood vibing when everything crashes down on me, like for the love of god please, I'm begging you to be up front, I hate me more than you ever could due to this stuff where it's just shit that pops up later and ends up fuckign me over like what's the point anymore all I know how to do is be hurt and hurt others. Thats it that's all I'm good for and I can't blame people who aren't upfront soley for that but my god would it hurt a hell of a lot less coming from them than me.