You ever just going through the process of life and something in you snaps , it’s could be at something so little or if little importance and then next thing you know your mood is like stuck in this bitter mode 😒

It’s like I wanna be left alone but at the same time I wanna be held and someone to be present for me always .

I think I’m indirectly dealing with a broken heart times two , I’m dealing with grief of my favorite person all across the world and multiverse as well as a break up .

Life doesn’t usually stop when all of these things are occurring so it’s hard to take time to process it all . I am also a father of a beautiful 6 month old and I feel like part of me is so tied in turmoil and bullshit and stress that I’m only present but so much .

I buried my favorite person the day before my daughter was born and the irony in it tore me up . Becoming a father and being one has been the most stressful thing of all life , I always get anxiety the week I’m supposed to spend time with her still don’t know why and all this stress I feel I’d normally dump on my best friend but she’s not here

Idk just here to vent I don’t really express myself much these days I just do what I can do . Not sure if I’ll Be 100% again 🤦🏾‍♂️