Warning this is going to be a rambled run on of non sense but if anyone would like to help please do so. So I've been crushing on this girl lately. She has seemed like a great partner so far, we aren't super close but I feel comfortable enough that I may ask her on a date or date like event so we can spend time together and get to know each other better. My issue lies in how I am beginning to feel. Like I said we dont know each other that well as we have only been messaging through snapchat. Yet I am beginning to get this feeling of giddiness and happiness because I feel like this person accepts me for me and we have many shared opinions on things that I feel are important to me. This feeling is what I would say is me falling g for her but it's so early. Like why do I do this it just ruins everything and now I'm having an internal existential crisis about why do I fall in love so soon like ridiculously quick. Why do I want to be in a relationship is it because I'm broken deep down is it I'm jealous of my friends is it because I dont wanna be alone with myself. I'm feeling like maybe I shouldn't feel in love that I'm crazy for falling so soon. That im not normal and once I do get this coveted relationship I want so bad I fear I may fall out of love and want to not be in the relationship anymore. I'm just lost a little scared and dont know what to do. Anyone who feels like helping I thank you in advance.