I live with 4 other people and yet am super lonely. Of the 4 people 3 of them hate me. Like for reals hate me. We got into this huge fight today and one them actually swung at me. I am in a terrible situation. I cant move out because doing so means I couldn't live with my lover. He is dating me and one of the people who hates me. And the other two are friends with the my partners other lover. Its a shit show for sure. I dont mind the poly part but man it sure sucks to have to live in a place where I get 0 respect. Not to mention I am super poor (disabled) so just moving out on my own really isnt feasible for me. I also dont have any friends really so its hard. I use to have a ton of friends but this jerk I use to live with decided to spread some pretty nasty rumors that caused alot of my friends to stop talking to me. All in all my life sucks. Thankfully I am too chicken shit to take my life but damn some days. Sorry had to vent since well not having friends means no one to vent too. I tried to get a therapist but apparently I am only eligible for group therapy and I just dont think that would help me much. Thanks for reading if you did.