I don't know I'm twenty nine I'm not bad looking, I swear all the ones I didn't want because of whatever I think I'm grown enough now to see that somewhere in there I loss the old misses everyone talks about and relives there glory days with. I don't know why but I feels like everyone I've been with recently or around persay aren't what I want in life anymore. I miss love or what I think love is. I miss having g someone tell me they are proud of me even for the little things in life. Even if it wasn't real in my past I sure do miss the comfort of having a person in my life. Sadly I'm losing g more and more lately and I catch myself wondering if my time came and went. Losing a friend recently and then seeing an old face reminded me that everything in life you could've done great things with will only be an idea most of the time. I wish I wasn't a 60 year old man stuck in a 29 y/o body. I feel so out of place everywhere I go and I'm such a loner. I really do not like me anymore.